How did this all begin?
How did this happen to us?
How did this get so out of hand?
Why couldn’t we just talk it out?
Why couldn’t we just agree to disagree?
Why couldn’t we just be on the same page for each other, for once?
Since when did talking to each other become an obligation?
Since when did my topics of interest become a taboo to you?
Since when did seeing each other once every 3 months become too much?
Did I not try hard enough to fix us?
Did I not try hard enough to stop us from becoming strangers?
Did I not try hard enough to give you the appropriate, enough, or whatever space you needed?
Was I being stupid for trying for so long?
Was I being unreasonable for not wanting us to drift apart?
Was I being insane for constantly lowering my expectations of you?
I don’t know.